Sark says we should have chats with our 'wise self' or higher self or God or that voice in my head that is left over when all the voices are quite. When it's time to be in the world, fully and deeply. Always reassuring. Always noticing. Always observing. Smarter than me.
I didn't forget about you. In fact, I've been thinking a lot about you. I know that you're not surprised that I fell off the wagon in writing these letters. Remember that having an idea is not the same as a goal or a task. You're blessed with creativity and generosity. Those are part of what define you but you don't have to feel guilt for saying no.